My Farieland-Forever

2009-02-07T01:53:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo,
its a looooongg time since i last post.

heehee going to watch movie tmr.. bored
btw, tmr 8 feb right?

2009-01-26T02:32:00.000-08:00

twenty minutes more to the shutting down of computer.
can anyone come online NOW?

2009-01-26T02:30:00.000-08:00

maple need patch + lag lag lag

diao... so lag
also dunno why i'm typing this post
sian

2009-01-26T02:27:00.000-08:00

Aha Aha Aha
i've just finished PART ONE of my story!!!!!!

so HAPPY!
lolz

2009-01-22T04:19:00.000-08:00

rly rly rly very bored
nth to do on internet now
except games
haha

2009-01-07T04:22:00.000-08:00

this is
EIGHT TWENTY TWO PM
this is definately not
AM
i dont post in the morning...

*** dumbass (:

2009-01-07T04:15:00.000-08:00

now using com - obviously
and on msn
wow that's like... special?

2009-01-06T02:05:00.000-08:00

ermmm... the "great!" and my post, please read them seperately. thank you.

2009-01-06T02:02:00.000-08:00

G i finally removed that dumbass irritating cbox
R from my blog... i'm so happy!
E (: so glad till i dunno wad to type... weird right?
A btw, im still stuck in english
T need help urgently
! HELP!!!!!

2009-01-06T01:50:00.000-08:00

TODAY THERE'S SO MUCH HOMEWORK
ALTHOUGH IM JUST LEFT WITH ENGLISH NOW...
IM STUCK!
DAMMIT

UGH! DUNNO HOW TO DO...
CAN SKIP?

2008-12-24T18:02:00.000-08:00

rly rly rly love this blue lots (:
seems like a long time that i havent been on msn
cos there seems like there is simply nth to do there
i'll be better off reading manga & watching tv

to charmaine:
[for the review you asked me about
and pestered me about]
twilight doesn't seem so very fantastic after i've watched it
er... i don't mean the book or movie suck
is just that there's a huge difference between the book and the movie's contents
hope you won't mind me saying (or typing) it but i'm sure that you will be better off just reading the book and the book only.

p. s. wanna watch the movie "inkheart". help me will ya?

2008-11-09T22:48:00.000-08:00

whoa
finally get to use com
for a short while nia
so dun feel like going to msn

nowadays msn like a waste of time
nth to do there de...

2008-11-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

jz came back from holiday
very tired
> . <

hahas
dunno wad to post man
so sian

2008-11-02T23:39:00.000-08:00

heeheee
nw on holiday sia
realli wish cn go bck in time for class gathering lor...
but cnt
so sad T T

but holiday oso good
cn play maple ^^
bye guys
i go play maple le :P

2008-11-01T23:30:00.000-07:00

didnt use com for like 3 to 4 days le
haha
today, before i go holiday must use com
use to heart's content!

HOORAY!

2008-11-01T23:27:00.000-07:00

really shld go see the drama blog
thx to the ppl that took pic
so CUTE ~

haha
tonight i going holiday lerx
^^ bon voyage!!!

2008-11-01T23:23:00.000-07:00

the musical was PERFECT man
lolx
so proud to be in the musical
haha
really really really miss the musical
though i really detest the reheasals >.<
hope that nx year drama syf
the sec 2 ppl that join the musical
cn also join the syf ^^
i so going n already missing the musical T T

LONG LIVE ANIMAL FARM!!!

2008-10-28T05:22:00.000-07:00

miss yee said that all musical cast & crew tht will be acting on stage
cannot wear their glasses
and that they have to wear their contact lenses

i cnt really see properly
but my mum dun wan let me wear contacts
she listed a whole list of disadvantages of wearing contacts
really cnt win my mum
so i decided
to buy contacts myself
after the musical ^^

heh
1 pair of coloured de only $20
i got
blue
green
purple
brown
so i'll buy RED!
yay! its decided! :D

2008-10-28T04:49:00.000-07:00

tmr will be so sian.
n the day after tmr too...

training will be in victoria theatre
from 9am to 11pm
cnt use com to chat lerhx
cos by the time i use com
everyone wll alr be offline ^^

n one day renting of victoria theatre
is over $2000
so musical casts n crew
jiayou!
we MUST make use of the time in victoria theatre
cos its expensive, limited & precious!!!

2008-10-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

im going to add a tagbox in my other blog soon
and link it if i can
so ppl
pls go n TAG
n rmb to leave COMMENTS

> the blog is just SO cuteeeeee___.

2008-10-27T04:43:00.000-07:00

LONG LIVE ANIMAL FARM!

love the musical lots <3
really really, the ending is lik damn sad luhh
and the songs too
T T feel like crying
no luh
im not so WEAK :S
lol -

wenxin & enyu, i tell u all the link to my other blog le
must go see hor
i tell u
- its VERY damn FUNNY
especially the face
<>

2008-10-27T03:07:00.000-07:00

68th post on the way
actually the limit was 60
and i broke it
lolx
haha
dun care

HAHA
im feeling extremely insignificant
grrr
jkjk

i've created a new blog
totally new
will give you ppl the link sometime ^^
when the blog is done
obviously...

2008-10-26T04:03:00.002-07:00

lolx
musical practice
BUNK IN
hahahahahas

musical rox
i love west spring!!! ^^
-.-
hope musical turn out to be GOOD
:D

2008-10-26T04:03:00.001-07:00

this is my 66th post of the year
way to go!!!

2008-10-26T03:50:00.000-07:00

Special thanks to wenxin,
for helping me (:
im *indebted* manx

2008-10-24T22:32:00.000-07:00

very happy today
mum not at hme
then i cn use com

but use com oso like got nth to do de
but i found something to do le

always oso like that de ^^
really love this kind of life
my life
so wonderful
i think
perfect can oso be a good word

eh? what am i typing...
-.- can hear key in lock le
mum coming bck le
so fast
but nvm
i will post agn soon

tonight maybe ^^
if i got the time (=

2008-10-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

FOR PPL THAT HATE ME ;
OR COME TO THE WRONG BLOG,
please go read
[EXITS]
it shows the fastest n best best method that you have to use to get str outta my blog
all u nid to do is CLICK

for ppl who have nothing better to do
but only to read other ppl's blogs for absolutely no reason,
you can go ahead with ur PLANS
i wunt stop you

but thats of cos is only meant for
foolish n silly ppl who type wicked spams as tags in other ppl blogs

2008-10-24T08:30:00.000-07:00

actual time nw = 2333

im waithing for 2400
or if u like, 0000
haha
12am! u rock
no luh, very tired manx; wan sleep...
*snoring away*
nyte, ppl

2008-10-24T08:27:00.000-07:00

i herby declare a change.........
no luh
im not that bored ^^
find one day must go out with wenxin, enyu n cheryl
to play
like siao
hahas
then can go bowling n achery too!
yay!

i love enyu, wenxin n cheryl MOST :D

* LOL! :S

2008-10-24T08:18:00.000-07:00

so sian
recently post a lot cos i bored(:

post for fun nia
didnt noe will hav so much "support" sia
so fun manX!
hahas

anyway
wadever that i post are facts
evidence and witnesses :X

online on msn even more sian
someone tell me
"Do you noe that they can sue you?"
like i care
hahas

i dun think sue-ing works though
im absoloutely sure i got more evidence than them
hahax
lol

anyway, y m i posting this? :S

2008-10-24T08:06:00.000-07:00

to dear "someone" who tagged in my tagbox,

u must obviously have the right mindset before u decide to even try to view my beautiful blog
if u are so paranoid, thinking that every small remark means YOU,
u can go ahead and think that way
of course i wouldnt mind
n im sure my darling blog wouldnt mind too

dont u agree?

2008-10-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

wah. today after musical
me n wenxin went to canteen to wait for enyu
then we 3 go bpp together
was so damn unlucky
still see till someone there

still wear red sia
ughh
red so ugly
especially the red shirt that he WORE
like shit manx

hahas
great time ppl
work hard 4 the musical :P

2008-10-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

sports day so sian
nid go musical prac sumore
wenxin also
enyu still sick...
manx

sian
i oso sick luhh
then 23rd go sch
take report bk

morning so fun lehh
i didnt noe that people will actually think that
we 3 together eat wrong things
and
in the end all sick together
lolx

so silly
like no brain like that
as if i can skip musical rehersals

really hope musical turns out good
must give 101 %
hahas

musical ROX!

woohoo~

2008-10-23T06:26:00.000-07:00

ure love is all that iie ever wanted...
ure love is all that iie ever needed...
-& euu & mii-

2008-10-23T06:23:00.001-07:00

dunno whether should i say
this blog skin SUCK or ROCK
both? maybe...

yay!
finally,
this dec holidays going USA!
hooray!
slack man!
GUYS GUYS,
u rock :P

2008-10-23T04:13:00.000-07:00

aiya so sian
tmr still gt musical sumore
9am to 12pm

what the heck
so sian
hope musical cn faster end
then can SLACK ^^

so sian
y class gathering on that day
that day i jz right go holiday leh
so accurate
haiyo
always like that de

sorethroat havent okay yet
-still a bit sore
then musical cher wan me shout
walao lor
wtF

musical performance is lyk jz a wk away
gd luck
and
great job

KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK GUYS

hahas

2008-10-22T06:37:00.000-07:00

so shiok. tmr can "skip" so many hours of sch
jz bcos of that musical

no lah...
musical more sian>
hope cn stay in class manx
hahas

sure cnt de
haiz...

class gathering sure cnt go de
mum wann go holiday

wtF
always also like that
when i arrange things properly le
sure got prob ltr de
haiyo...

2008-10-20T04:59:00.000-07:00

today musical prac was like shit
so sian
tmr cnt go sports day
need go musical
wadthehell

haiz
today got sore throat
worst day of my life ever
so tired
help man

try on the costume today
brown sia
nt as disgusting as i thought it would be
a bit too big though
but cher dun wan change size for me
haizzz

2008-10-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

exams over, nw's slack time!!!!!
spent more than a wk on anime -
nw what cn i do?
comic, storybooks...
wad else is there to do?

mum keep saying my results sux
like i care likdat
dun care luhhs
who cares 'bout results

nw nid off at 9pm SHARP
less 1 whole hour +++ of com
cos of results -.-
results Results RESULTS

I HATE EXAMS!!!
wooohooo!
yipeeeeeee`
hahas

2008-10-16T06:53:00.000-07:00

KYAAA!
life is so sian...
+ nw still gt musical training (almost everyday)
today try the costume on.
> luckily my costume still havent arrive yet...
everyone looked so comical!!!
LMAO

tmr going bp.
must rmb to bring $
buy comic bk
- broke

y today so many ppl angry de...
not my fault oso angry with me
bored...
life is so idiotic
stupid people
wanna die
LOL
jkjk

2008-10-10T03:05:00.000-07:00

went ice skating yesterday.
was damn fun.
keep got ppl fall down (i was one of 'em - fell only once)
well, wenxin got the most dramatic fall award.
- she practically 'flew'
then after that went jurong point arcade to play
vey de fun.
then went to shop (a bit nia)
and went to eat
- enyu say wenxin eat very slow ( hahas )
then went home.
was like damn late.
gotta run all the way home ^ - ^
*contented*

2008-10-05T07:14:00.001-07:00

WENXIN
y not we go bp tmr,
then the next few days go lot 1 can?
*begs*

2008-10-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

long time nv tag le.
maybe i today tagging like siao (wad m i sayin'? im not siao...)
...
im just tired ^-^ (nt stressed out)
i dun even have a teeny weeny bit of stress in me.
hahahahahaha
BB!
blehx

2008-10-05T07:04:00.000-07:00

hope wenxin can go bp lehh.
y is it that she MUST go lot 1?
ask her i still tio scold leh.
Geez. y no one understand me de?
y is it that if i go lot 1
or bp i must at least make 1 person angry?
y cant everyone just be happy?
sianz.
i really wanna sleep.
n never ever wake up again.
maybe thats the best way of escape.
to me,
that is one of the best way.
but everyone has to wake up eventually.
in the end.
too.
sian.
y no one understand me?
not even a tiny bit.
haiz...

2008-10-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

i wonder whats the prob with all the ppl lately.
everyone seem so emo. so sian. so tired.
no one feel like they wanna talk on msn.
me neither. so sian.
is it because it is exam time?
or something else?
sian. just feel like i wanna go sleep now.
feel so tired.
-.-
y cant i just sleep
*snores*

2008-09-08T05:40:00.000-07:00

still feel like got nothing to post lehhs.
btw, musical seems more fun then when we first started practicing.
is that a good sign? or not?
rather confusing though. feeling damn tired luhh.
exams coming up soon,
then still need go musical practice.
go home mum nag like crazy.
can't do anything i want.
idk. exams, faster come lehh!!!!!

2008-08-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

today i'm stuck to animation ^-^ mum deleted all my files in the com. so story gone. feel like crying sia. wanna ask her " is this my com or your com?" walao sia. humph. dun wan and dun feel like typing liaos

2008-08-24T04:35:00.000-07:00

duh. anyway, after that shocking incident of the rain :P
i went home. then did chores. go into room, on aircon ( dunno 4 wad. was very cold; 16 degrees) i used 1 jacket and 2 blankets, and settled down to read a storybook. then me n wenxin started sms-ing. then 7pm+ (which is now), i using com, or rather, typing out this post (:

2008-08-24T04:19:00.000-07:00

lawl todae mi, jielin, wenxin, hongrong n cher went to lot 1
wenxin n jielin went to eat le. than they go play arcade.
time crisis <333 XD
then they proceeded to a difficult stage
and jielin die liao then dun wan play so wenxin play alone.
2 boys were behind them wating forwenxin to finish
they say she confirm die derhx and that she is a stupid noob.
but she never die (at least not when thay were looking)
then jielin join back
n they say walao, the noobs sure got $$
after that we went kfc.
those 3 plotted to leave hongrong alone with me-.-
jielin said she wanna meet her fren
wenxin say she go find jielin
cher say he wanna go buy thing
then left us alone
but noobs ARE noobs. i never tok to him at all.
haha. i toking on telephone.
then when they come back, i think wenxin tot like she did something good,
or hongrong got tok to me, or wad, then she smile smile smile :D
after eatin finish we went basketball court wanna play basketball
but start to rain...
walao sia, but in the end, nv play lor -.-
+ mum scold me cos i run all the way home, all wet and stuff like that
"YOU BETTER WASH THE LAUNDRY AND DO THE CHORES BEFORE YOU USE THE COMPUTER, OR ELSEeeeeee..."
Jeez, im still fuming

2008-08-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

mrs yip was like so funny today. haha.
just feel like I wanna laugh NON STOP!
wahahahahahahahahahahhaaha.

2008-08-22T05:39:00.000-07:00

after school me, wenxin and enyu went for lunch at BP.
then we came back school almost immediately.
was rather early,
so we went to one of my fren house. then sit until like 2.05pm, then we wan go back school.
so we go on lift lor.
then we went down to like level 20 then 3 Wsss senior ( i dunno who larhs) come into the lift.
then 2 boys tok to us. haha. was damn funny sia.
the other "left-out" boy went to press the lift buttons.
then we went until like level 18, then got a mother and her son waiting for the lift,
so all 6 of us run out of the lift and into the stairs, then until like storey 16 then come out.
then suddenly, the mum and the son (due to the lift stopping at each storey, so slow)
stop at level 16. then we hide from their view larhs.
then enyu and me heard the mum telling her child.
"next time grow up le dun so naughty." x . x
hahahas

2008-08-22T05:33:00.000-07:00

eh? sorry for not posting recently. very stressed de sia. and very irritated too.

2008-08-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

sorry that i didn't post much recently.
i had nothing much to say. school's life much the same.
only that we try to lock mrs yip outside the classroom.
heeeheee. then she walk up and down outside the classroom, so funny sia.
but in the end she always get in de.
sianz.
but it was still nice to watch, all the same :D

2008-07-30T03:57:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting for so long >.< was busy recently. anyway, there is something that i wanna share ^-^ today, mrs yip call us to do the article review. then cheryl's pen no ink :P
then the fun begins :D
mrs yip: HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL U TO WRITE IN PEN!
cheryl: my pen no ink
mrs yip: THEN U CAN WRITE IN PENCIL?!
cheryl: -look at mrs yip- u nv say cannot.
mrs yip: -eyes bulging- U WAN ME CALL UR PARENTS DELIEVER A PEN TO U IS IT?!
cheryl: -continue looking-
mrs yip: -eyes gonna pop out anytime- U KNOW JOLLY WELL THAT IT IS YOUR DUTY TO PRODUCE A PEN!! -storm off-

wahhahahahahahahahahaahahah. LUCAB!!!!! :P
cheryl :D
good one (:
im so proud of you^-^

2008-07-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

went to BP on friday with wenxin. was so damn happy. i bought twilight and wenxin bought a book (i've forgotten the title). anyway, when we got out of the popular, wenxin thought she lost her 10-dollar note. not a good lunch after that. all stores were packed. but nevermind. we had a good laugh went wenxin rummaged through her pocket in school and found that ten- dollar note.

twilight was finished by me in 3 hours plus. really wanna read it again. was so niceee. hmmm. im starting on newmoon now. quite nice too :P

2008-07-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

hehe... this friday, me and wenxin will be going to lot 1. only 2 ppl go. me and her.
b-o-r-e-dzzz
wanted to call yuting to go together de. but she dun wan >.<
who else can i call?
must think..

2008-07-14T07:24:00.000-07:00

was in a extremely bad mood. com went siao and closed down all the windows i had opened.
W-T-F! then cheryl and yuting was like overly high, keep typing through msn to me, and making me lagg. then its like, if i don't reply IMMEDIATELY to cheryl, she'll continue typing & typing. make my com more lag. then later, when my com when back to normal, i talked to yuting and cheryl in a conver together (i calmed down =P). then, cheryl gtg, so we said bb. then i chat, do english... blah blahh blahhh.

soon yuting got to go soon. i was thinking: why everyone so early?
then she said bye then i said bye. then after a few bye(s), my com started lagging- again. n i was getting more and more irritated by it, so i just close down the whole Msn and typed out this post. n now, im happier! cos my com is no more laggy! HURRAY! =P

2008-07-13T00:23:00.000-07:00

to: Crapper x666 (in my tagbox)

Shut the fuck up. he deserved it, and so do you.
i dunt know why you betrayed me.
and i'm not a hum ji kia.
i wrecked ur 'palace' in a split second.
n you was the one who always ran away first in times of danger.
dunt think i dunt noe who you are.
you were the pen-knife freakk.

and you dont have to worry,
i'll watch out,
and i'll be very careful.
and you better be worried now.

and im rather disappointed,
cause before you became the betrayer,
we were good friends.
or perhaps friendship to you isnt important,
so i dunt have to care either.
from now on,
we are no longer friends,
if thats the way you want it to be.

my ip tracker is reliable
and so are my brains.
i dont need to sniff you out.
cos i know who you are,
LEON LIM.

2008-07-12T07:19:00.000-07:00

i dun mean that i don't agree with the CIP thing.
well, i do.
i know it will be fun xD

those who have been bugging me for days- well not all bugging larhhs. just added them in (:
shantee_LAOPO (:
;tricia_NU'ER (:
wanling_SWEETIE (:
cheryl_ stead (:
tricia_AH-MAH (:
yuting_darlingg (:
enyu_darlingg (:
anna_bestie (:

i think that's about it. i gotta go. bye people =P

2008-07-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

was having a damn high fever this morning. 39.8
then mum call me go take test. well, my japanese test- i had to. then later, after the test, when i stand up, i felt a little dizzy. so i rushed home.
luckily i was okayy. i went home n locked the door. once i put down my bag, i rushed to the toilet.
i felt like i was about to vomit- SEE?! then after i vomited etc. ,i went to the living room. was about to reach the sofa, when the world round me became black and white, and turn round and round like a rubik cube (:
then i blacked out. then later i woke up, derh..
was having a bad headache, then went sleep etc.
6+ i woke up. had dinner, then on computer, well i was feeling better mah. so now, before i off this com up, i type this post out.

2008-07-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

heyy,
the CIP thing,
im thinking like.. wad about assembling earlier in school, course for some people 8+ is QUITE late

anyway, people, i found this:
East Coast Beach - This area is believed to be haunted by wandering ghosts. Stories include a person walking along the beach at night seeing a lady in white floating around. Strange noises were also reported. Many reports indicate that there are many people drowning in the sea. Be careful if you take an enjoyable swim or stroll along the beach at night or the ghosts could disturb you anytime.

i'll prefer west coast moreeee >.<
http://www.spookycorner.com/35/haunted-places-in-singapore/

2008-07-11T06:58:00.000-07:00

i got 'new moon'. yeah. twilight's still out of stock. so i got new moon instead. was rather disappointed T_T but.. at least better than nothing. twilight will be in next week so i'll buy it next week! and eclipse too! and THE HOST =P

2008-07-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

FROM ENYU'S BLOgg
i tink i must concentrate on my studies more cos e subjects r getting more difficult
tomorow gg to plaza wif javinn and anna...so good wish javinn treat us hehe...=P

Enyu, dont habour such thoughts. it's simply NOT POSSIBLE. i WILL NOT TREAT you all. im not as rich as you, enyu. so why not - enyu, u treat me and anna instead? =P

2008-07-09T04:52:00.000-07:00

for people who wanna know desperately what happened to me.
im fine. whether it is with HIM or my head, im fine.

HE is now only my gooodd friend. nothing else. so i dun mind hearing his name over and over again.

im thinking:
perhaps i shouldn't have removed the bandage. maybe i should have listened to the doctor.. it hurts. i mean, my head hurts...

shantee, for your information, i do hate myself! im tired of being me. im tired of going to school and everything. i'll rather return to where i belong. whether i'll return to that nightmare again, i dunt care. the truth unrolls itself slowly and i dun wan to be the one reading it. i want to go to a place where no one know me and i dun noe anyone. maybe it'll be the best thing for me. and the easiest way to escape from this nightmare... the truth always hurt. and i dun want to feel that feeling again. the feeling of HURT... it really does hurt-yes, it does. a lot, both inside and outside.

2008-07-07T04:23:00.000-07:00

i woke at around 6+ (dunno for wad). then 8 plus online until 10plus.
off com, went for breakfast with friends at around 10.20. met at jelapang lrt station. went fajar.
*munches* YUMMY! then friends went buy sumthing. the uninterested me went off -alone. then i heard someone call me. "JAVINN YEONG!" was anna teo. i doubt i said hello. was shocked mahh.
then later anna disappeared, then went to bp with friends. 'twilight' was out of stock. saw 'new moon' and 'eclipse' but i kinda guess that it wouldnt be nice without 'twilight' so i went to buy 'the sleeping doll' by jeffery deaver instead & its FANTASTIC! the horror the suspense. omg! i was like trapped in the pages! then went to library. i borrowed 'verdigris deep' by frances hardinge. a niceeeeee fantasy book =P

heyy. this is not a book session. this is how my youth day was spent.

anyway, at bp, i went to sweden's. and guess wad?! duh. you don't need to guess. i'll type it out. i saw lenneth. well, we are still friends! so there's nothing to fear. i went over to say hello. guysguys, we ARE perfectly alright. no worry, kays! life's going on perfectly for me. i dun keep thinking about that. things in this month happen a little too quickly. i may not accept facts at first, but as time passes by, the new me has learn to cope with blows that come striking out hard at me. this is just a small blow, compared to my father's one. my father's blow- i'm sorry, guys. stays as a secret that makes the emptiness in me... i'm the COMPLICATED and SINISTER and SLY. few people know me and none understand me. i must say- not even my mum or my brother.

heyy. no more emo days for me. the black clouds are drifting away. i must pull myself together and await for the sun and the happy days and the golden future that lies ahead.

dont you agree, shuantae?

2008-07-05T19:29:00.000-07:00

was surfing the internet last night. guess wad? i saw THIS^^
Love is patient.
Love is kind.
It does not envy.
It is not proud.
It is not rude.
It is not self-seeking.
It is not easily-angered.
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil.
It rejoices with the truth.
It always trusts,
Always hopes,
Always preseveres.
Love never fails.

well, maybe, from the start i shouldn't have agreed..

BECAUSE OUR SHADOWS DONT EVEN OVERLAP.
THEY STAY FAR APART,
NO MATTER HOW CLOSE WE GET.
BECAUSE OUR HEARTS DIDNT EVEN KNOT TOGETHER,
AFTER THAT AMOUNT OF DAYS AND TIME WE CHATTED.
BECAUSE I WAS HURT,
AND YOU IGNORED ME.
BECAUSE I CRIED,
AND YOU LEFT ME ALONE.
BECAUSE YOU LIED TO ME,
OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
BECAUSE YOU DONT LOVE ME,
BECAUSE YOU DIDNT CHERISH ME,
BECAUSE I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU,
BECAUSE WHAT WE ALWAYS HAD,
WAS NOT LOVE.
IT WAS PURE FRIENDSHIP.
BECAUSE, I NEVER BELIEVED IN LOVE.
BECAUSE, LOVE DONT EXIST...
NOT AT ALL...
BECAUSE IT HURTS INSIDE.
THAT FEELING,
WILL NEVER BE LOVE.
BECAUSE I'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND LOVE.
NEVER...

2008-07-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

he's an idk. who cares lahh. that damn f_cker. he's a damn asshole. Anyhow scold ppl.. who he think he is. my fren so wad? like i care. that sucker. don't mention HIM in front of me -.-

2008-07-04T07:12:00.000-07:00

what the hell is happening? y am i so unlucky? y must 29/8 be that damn dance performance? i was thinking- y not 28? y not 27? y must be 29?

cos 29 my ~~DAMN~~ BIRTHDAY. of course- i tot of slacking- who wunt? but mum wouldn't help. wth. I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING FOR THE DANCE LEH.

H-E-L-P plz

2008-07-04T07:02:00.001-07:00

nothing much to post this few days. really. nothing.
please no jokes. later i kana scolded ~~pervertic~~ again T_T

duh. hack care. was fun. heyy. shantee. tmr so lenneth there kay? i very long never see you guys lor. n thanks. twilight was fantastic^^

2008-07-03T07:34:00.000-07:00

i'm ~~ubber~~ happy today.
1.) i patched up with lenneth^^
2.) i made angela cry X.X
3.) i made fun of my brother o.O

well, 3rd was on purpose but 2 isn't. it was an accident lah. i stepped on her finger... and she wailed and screamed and cried. i was like- OMG! couldn't stand her.

by the way- angela is anqi, the akaq ^^ hahahahaha. LOL!

2008-07-02T06:05:00.000-07:00

tricia tan called me to post this. dunno for wad...

Though my heart is bleeding,
Though my soul is injured, i still wanna say:

"You reached out a hand,
and guided me through
the darkest path of life.
And for that,
Friends forever we shall be..."

i want to say it, yet i don't dare to.
i want to shout it, yet i'm afraid to.
all i can do,
is whisper it gently into your ear.

"YOU ARE THE RYTHMN OF MY LIFE,
YOU ARE THE TUNE OF MY STORY.
YOU ARE THE ANGEL OF MY MIND,
AND THE DEVIL OF MY SOUL.

JustFaith, I LOVE YOU!"

really dunno why every one wanna me to post all this. its just a paper in a file -.-"l

2008-07-02T05:42:00.000-07:00

this post is for anna. another 1. dunno why she wan me post for...

Love never ends, Love never stops.
It tears at you soul, it leaves a permanent mark in your life.
It tears at your heart and leaves a wound there forever.
Love is complicated, love is unreasonable.
deep down in my heart,
i know that we must part,
i know that i will be missed.
under the cherry blossoms,
we share our final kiss...

i chose the cherry blossoms.
its the place we got together,
and the place we break.

HAPPY?

2008-07-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

it was just days since my last post, yet to me, it seemed like ages.
i was in a hurry yesterday, so i didn't post. had to do literature poem. was the lamest thing i had to do yesterday. poems- eyeeeeeeer!!!

Friends are like angels from God up above,
they shower me with their understanding love.
Good friends are those I never thought I would find,
A friend so great and a friend so kind.
Best friends are like an inspiration to do great
and they'll be loved by all cause that's their fate!

2008-06-29T05:33:00.000-07:00

if anyone find the book 'twilight'
please tell me where you saw it or you can buy for me first then i pay you back the next day?
cuz i searched very hard for it - currently out of stock.
thaaaanks guys!!!

2008-06-28T19:00:00.000-07:00

yoz shantee!

im o'erjoyed that you're finally cumming back to s'pore. but... with ur grandma...
nevermind. if got time pm me the details kay?
thaaaaaanks^^

2008-06-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

today got the drama rehearsal. i thought it would be a short one, as pinned up in the drama notice board. but i dragged on.
we played games, act, then finally the election!

duhhs, obviously,
chairman= cecilia
vice chairman=isabelle
as expected^^

me huh? im currently in charge of the drama blog. dun really wanna do it. but was chosen by miss yee and miss rani. have to do it.
sad.
isabelle would love to do it. if only she wasnt banned from the com ]=

2008-06-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

school start, life's back to normal. arguments, fights. almost all the subject teachers change. all except english and chinese (i suppose). school nowadys are not much fun, with all the teachers so damn strict. then this first week is gromming check. hair must tie must clip. so troublesome. then the maths teacher still give us piles of homework. "if you see me, means that you will have homework." what she says is so true. today is the only day that i dun have maths homework. not because i didnt see her, but because there's not enough time. luckily got assembly^^

2008-06-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

1.)Which is more important. love, friendship or freedom?
friendship.
2.)which is more important?(Wisdom, Knowledge, Talent, Fame, Beauty, Fortune)?
fortune.
3.)Do you prefer shopping or window shopping?
shopping. DERH<<
4.)would you rather be a (good/naughty/playful)girl?
playful =P
5.)What makes you hyper?
good news.
6.)whats the content of the last msg in your handphone inbox?
hello im tricia im downstairs now with tris care to come down for lunch?
7.)whats your last email reply?
no time to play le. dun spam.
8.)How often do you switch off your handphone?
when the battery is gonna be flat and im outdoors.
9.)how often do you get angry?
dunno.
10.)when did you last cry?
yesterday night. when joel hammered my head with a hard cover book.
11.)what do you most want to give now?
angela. she irritating me.
12.)which guy do you wanna kick most at this point of time?
fisk. he spammed me.
13.)which boy do you trust most?
none =D
14.)do you think you are loved?
yes.by family and friends.
15.)did you hug any guy besides your family before?
yep.
16.)what is the song you love most in ypou playlist?
unfaithful.
17.)what would you do if you are ignored?
cry?
18.)what would you do if your enemy had the same name as you?
i'll say"i love javinn"
19.)what would you do if a boy tells you "i love you"?
nth.
20.)where would you want to go for your holiday?
dunno.

2008-06-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

chalet @_@
1st day:
reach room at midday- for me. the others were earlier.
the boys went to their own room and we went to our own.
we unpacked and arranged our stuff.
after that we went to play games. quick shower.
OMG! the toilets were more packed then the sec 1 camp.
took all our valuables and went for dinner.
i went with lenneth&tricia&tris.
lenneth treat all of us to dinner. then we spotted leo and johnathon at a couple of tables away.
went over and said hi.
then we eat&eat&eat went to the movies. went back to room. then at night no one could sleep. played card games.

2nd day:
more lame. wash up. boys play game. i use laptop. then the boys bs(they never bring laptop).
playplayplay. then at night go BBQ!!! then sleepsleepsleep. i woke up at 2.30. wash up a bit. then went with some ppl to watch euro. then sleep again.

3rd day:
eat. sleep. play. whacked the boys. threw sponge+water at them. had lots&lots of fun.
guess what i did? i took tris coke drink(just bought) and poured in a couple of mentos sweets then blasted it at the boys. then i mixed the remainder of the coke drink with fruit juice& chocolate(bitter) and poured all over the boys(lenneth&tris(mainly). they were like 'what the hell did you do that for?'

hope that their will be more activities in the time to come. ^^

2008-06-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

sorry guys for my in-activeness for the past few days.
now at the chalet. was already here yesterday, but i was too busy. busy with the unpacking of luggages, the arranging of stuff lyk that. and also, of course, playing games=P
tonight-8.15pm to 10.30pm, we will be having our bbq party. this means i'm gonna go off soon ]=
will be back at 22nd. school starting on 23rd.

so before school reopen, please dont sms me if there's nth important^^

bbq starting soon. must keep my psp le.
typing out this and the last post with psp is very tiring. im losing my patience -.-"

2008-06-20T04:53:00.000-07:00

i thought of watching euro last night. set alarm at 2.30am(as usual) and went to sleep.
maybe i was too tired or... i just didnt get up.
i slept&slept&slept until 6+++ in the morning. was woken up by storm. raining so heavily. then angela came hammering on my door.
she's afraid of thunderstorms =P

anyway i hope that i'll be able to catch the match tonight^^

2008-06-17T07:00:00.000-07:00

this is EXTREMELY URGENT!!!
1) Agnes
2) An Qi
3)Jaslin
4)Jessica
5)Shantee
6)Rachel
7)Sarah
8)Tricia
9)David
10)Fisk
11)Ernest
12)Ian
13)Johnathon
14)Thomas
15)Timothy
the 15 'blacklisted' above---
pls go view church blog and do the poll NOW!!!

2008-06-16T05:06:00.000-07:00

today's rehearsal was lame. almost went to sleep. was very relieved when the clock struck 5pm. HOME!!! but was raining. we went like a flock of strange birds. screaming out the lyrics of "raindrops are falling on my head". then we passed by a old man. then he tell my friend in chinese "you all very noisy LEH" then my friend was like-noisy noisy lahh u not happy huh? then later we sit on bench chitchat a while then friends hp ring. he gotta go home le. then he go le the rest of us damn sian so...

"BYE GUYS" screamed Javinn.

2008-06-14T07:08:00.000-07:00

1. What's the connection between you & the last person who called you ?
she my mum(=
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
nope. not really.
3. What happened at 10.00am today?
reading books.
4. When did you last cry ?
1 second ago. tears of joy. brother kana scolded.
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanutbutter?
yuck. i hate peanutbutter.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
good results.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rain, or just put up your hood?
i usually just run o.o
8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
pillow&myself
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
grey pants.
10. What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
i see nth nice.
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
i havent gotten into any relationships so far.
12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone ?
nope.
13. What was th last movie you caught?
i've forgotten.
14. What are you proud of?
im living on this earth.
15. What does the oldest message in your text box say?
there's nth inside.
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
wad's the name of that song again???
17. Do you have many nicknames?
i doubt it.
18. What does your last received text message say?
i havent got 1 in ages.
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
i didnt sleep at all.
20. Are you currently happy?
not really. im kinda tired.
21. Who gives you best advice?
no one gives me any -.-
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nopee.
23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
no one.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
yes. ( why did lenneth go offline as soon as i went online?)
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
i dun remember.
26. Do you wear toe-socks ?
nopeee.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
chermaine.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
no. i've got i iron heart ^^
29. What annoys you most in a person?
no sense of humour.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone ?
never.
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
obviously not. i don't take drugs.
32. What is the colour of your room?
pure white.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
i'll consider if u give me 99 billion dollars daily.
34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap" ?
never heard of it.
35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed ?
myself.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
i've forgotten.
37. What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
hi. great day?
38. Do you have a life?
duh.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't ?
no.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
hmmm... nice tune.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
its ages since i dream. should i eat some cheese?
42. Last time you smiled?
2 minutes ago. my brother went to bed.
43. Have you changed this year?
i think so.
44. What are you listening to right now?
nth. all is quiet.
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
nopeeee.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open. D-E-R-H>>
47. Is there a quote you live by?
no. not really.
48. Do you want someone you can't have?
i suppose so.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yep. the piano.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in the week?
to finish a box of cantonese songs in one afternoon.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
tv+psp.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
im currently single^^
53. What song describe your love life?
im single.
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
i like no one and no one likes me ^-^
55. Who always make you laugh?
joey?
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
yep.
57. Are you blond?
no. im javinn.
58. What's your middle name?
you mean the space?
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
holiday homework. i havent did any yet.
60. What do you think you are like?
im like myself.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
i wanna die myself.
62. Where have you been today?
friend's house.
63. What game do you play often?
maple.
64. Who are you missing right now?
no one.
65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
friend.
66. What are you doing right now?
this quiz. DERH>>
67. Which primary school are you from?
bukit timah primary school.
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
white, black, pink.
69. What emotion you like to show?
^^
70. What is life to you?
everything.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
nth.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
chermaine.
73. Who do you admire the most?
no one.
74. Which month are you born in?
august!!!
75. How are you feelig right now?
bored.
76. What is the time now?
2149
77. Where are you now?
at home.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
black. or would you prefer white?
79. Why are you doing this test?'
cos i've got nth better to do.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
nth.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
i dun even plan to get married.
82. Who is more important to you?
many ppl are important. too many even to list.
83. Do you think you have enough confident?
nopeeeee.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
you?
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
i suppose so.
86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
can you please turn time back?
87. What is your goal for this year?
good results.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
nopeeeeee.
89. What feeling do you love the most?
i have no favourites.
90. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
yeah.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
im not biased -.-"
92. You cherish every single friendship of yours?
currently, yeah. ^^
93. Do you believe in God?
yep.
94. Who cares for you the most?
no one. T_T
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
naps.
96. What'll you bring when you fight?
things that HURT A LOT.
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
nth.
98. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
ignored. DERH>>
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
no more talk. B-R-E-A-K.
100. How many friends do u have? ?
aplenty.

Instructions: Remove 1 question from the above. Add in your own personal question, and bold it. Next, list 10 people whom you would want them to do this at the end of the post. Notify them in their tag box that he/she had been tagged:

any 10. im too tired to list.

2008-06-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

the person i hate most now is ANGELA!!! was raining heavily this morning so i went on msn & blogg. posted my 1st post of the day then sign out of blog chatted a bit more then went offline. no more rain. took out skate-scooter. Angela wanted me to teach her how to ride. were riding for like one whole hour then we decided to return home. i went first with Angela wobbling behind. she was like so slow so i speeded up n rushed to lift lobby. i went into the lift.Angela must have been thinking that i was racing with her. she raced up n knock into me n i 'flew' off my skate-scooter n landed on my left shoulder n its still hurting when im typing out this post.

+this the third time this month that i type out this post.
+she didnt even say sorry. she said,"accidents do happen>>"

2008-06-12T21:03:00.000-07:00

1.) Do you vomit if a ugly guy sms u "i miss u " ??
duh.
2.) What do you want now?
lenneth to go online(:
3.) What do you want to be in your next life ?
i wanna be a human named JAVINN^^
4.) Describe yourself.(1 word)
adorable (=
5.) If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be ?
turn time back. i'll go Australia.
6.) What are you afraid to lose now ?
friends.
7.) Who/What do you love most ?
too many to list ]=
8.) If you meet someone that you love , would you confess to him/her ?
cross this question out. Not possible.
9.) How would you spend 200 bucks ?
S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G [= (im a girl>> mind you)
10.) If one day,ur BF/GF tells u..'Baby,ive gt smone new...'..what would u say ?
break. DERH>>
11.) Which type of person you hate most ?
naggy???
12.) So you cherish every of your friendship ?
duh.
13.) What makes you happy ?
i can use com the whole day=D
14.) What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
freedom.
15.) Is it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend ?
duh.not at all.
16.) What do you want your friends to be like ?
chatter-box.hyper. high.
17.) Do you believe in love ?
no.(=
18.) What's your ambition?
dunno. havent thought of it ]=
19.) What do you think about boys ?
they make good friends(:
20.) What do you think of girly girls?
so girly. DERH>>

2008-06-11T19:31:00.000-07:00

This is to double check.
1)Astrea-Holland
2)An Qi-Malaysia
3)Javinn-Malaysia
4)Shantee-Australia
5)Wei Xuan-Malaysia
6)Joshua-Indonesia

For those ppl whose names are not up there it means you are a Singaporean.
If there's any sort of problem or mistake of any sort or type, please PM me.
But no mails please!!!

2008-06-11T19:23:00.000-07:00

hospitalised!!! X.X
cause: Lack of sleep
due to: Joel, my beloved cousin.

Summary:
every night he'll wake up at 6+/7. just the time i've off my computer and went to sleep. he'll come to my room and hammer me up. then he'll keep saying 'bear' in my ears (only word he knows- he's only 8 months old) until im almost deaf. i've tried locking my bedroom door but nothing will work. he'll knock the door 'down'.

SOS:
if anyone has anysuggestions... tell me(=

2008-06-11T19:12:00.001-07:00

This is for church ppl of class 6faith.
I dun give a damn to which mother tongue class you were from as long as your form class is 6F. So stop PM-ing me for that. If im nt wrong i PM-ed+posted on my old blog around 3 days ago. but since i've forgotten my old old blogger account p/w so i created a new one. just as well(=

i remember that the chair said:
"Javinn, try to post this on your blog asap cos ur blog got more ppl visit than the class blog-.- make a note that the party will be soon and i'll personally post the details on the class blog. your job is to post wad i say just now n oso to make sure everyone goes to view the class blog."

So everyone pleasepleaseplease go and view. you ppl know best how chair spams. its totally OMG! just do me this smallsmall favor please.

in case you dunno, the party is decided by both me n the chair that it'll a bbq+chalet. you guys know the link so im not gonna trouble myself n paste it here. go to the class blog NOW and do the poll on where you wanna the chalet to be booked. unless the votes are in we wunt go ahead with this plan.

if you reallyreallyreally cant attend then PM me. Queries-chair's mail. no mails to me please!!! Thx.

2008-06-11T18:00:00.001-07:00

Thanks & thanks & thanks to Miss Shantee.
Just this tinnie weenie one... with lots&lots&lots of love in it
Just for you.

You are:
the worst of my lot of frenz but the forever understanding n prettiest of then all&i just wanna tell u that
I WILL MISS YOU N I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER N EVER.

i noe u are back in australia but i realli hope that we will be best frenz forever
n i'll remember u for the whole of my life.
you're the best fren i ever had in the whole of my 12+ years on this earth n i mean it.